i still have not seen twilight!

well, in the big screen that is.
someone bought me a copy in dvd, well sad to say i have not been satisfied with the film version like all the rest of the population that read the entire four books.
nobody i surveyed said that the movie has met their expectations, but right now i still kinda feel the urge to watch it on the big screen to experience the "real" thing.

jessicarulestheuniverse.com

.............."In Edge, Christopher Badcock expounds on the Imprinted Brain Theory, which aims to sort out contradictions in explaining mental illness. The essay includes this helpful chart comparing hypo-mentalistic (autism) and hyper-mentalistic (psychosis) disorders. (I strongly advise that hypochondriacs stop reading this NOW.)

Autism/Asperger’s syndrome Psychosis/Paranoid schizophrenia
gaze-monitoring deficits delusions of being watched/spied on
apparent deafness/insensitivity to voices hallucination of and hyper-sensitivity to voices
deficits in interpreting others’ intentions erotomania/delusions of persecution
deficits in appreciating shared-attention/groups delusions of conspiracy
theory of mind deficits magical ideation/delusions of reference
deficit in sense of personal agency/episodic memory megalomania/delusions of grandeur
literalness/inability to deceive delusional self-deception
pathological single-mindedness pathological ambivalence
early onset late onset " ...................

from jessica zafra's blog


i love it!
my blog name is really the twisted version of the actual sickness 'paranoid schizophrenia'
talk about real psychosis

why do we need to log in as invisible in ym?

:)
whatever!

what happened to the twilight opening?

i thought its on the 21st/22nd?
my teamate said only globe platinum cinema in gateway will have that exclusive premiere, gosh! im really really anxious to see cedric diggory transformed to edward cullen.

i just went to the doctor

its supposed to be a primary care physician, family medicine, i like them just because they tolerate your malingering but the sad part is i forgot to ask for the medical certificate, which will make my illness very simple to explain.
the dumb part of my brain that time asked for any other preventative care they have covered by my card, needless to say, i spent hours of idle time in front of their sony bravia television which has a very poor signal, making it looks like any other ordinary tv.
i hate influenza and colds combined!
i smell termination.

happy birthday jerome

i couldnt say anything else but thank you for enduring me at your quarterlife crisis and more than half of the decade for the existence of what we have.
i love you more than anyone else in the world.